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Good thing it's Monday.;-)
Very sorry I've been away! Oddly have been downcast and struggling with carbs since middle of last week. Trying hard various times to get back on track. Damage is probably 4 pounds now??? Will step on the scale after three good days, hoping Wednesday.... Glad that today is finally Monday! Feels like a corner of sorts and am stronger.
Sadly activity level is still basically sedentary, and back/leg pain flares suddenly. Getting a bit more mobile, however, walking around stores now and driving for longer stretches, but appetite seems to be growing? And with less focus needed on pain relief, boredom, loneliness, and the blues creep up sometimes. Realize that I need to get my mind in the right frame again.... For starters, very glad to be on FS again!!!
Unbelievably God has been working through my (current) aloof, and b____y doctor. She has extended my medical leave to November 13, right after the Remembrance Day long weekend. Incredibly blessed not to have work related stress for the next month!!!:O Need to make this gift count!!!
Definitely have reached the highest weight gain I am willing to put back on, and need to crawl my way out of this now! Might sign up for "Weigh Down Ministries" online class in the coming weeks to distract me from food and keep my mind busy with Bible study. Repenting, staying on my face. Don't care what it's going to take!!! Practising hour by hour, EVERY DAY. Changing EVERYTHING. Most importantly, praying for a closer relationship with God.
Have a great day buddies - stay extraordinary and God bless.:)
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