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for those who don't know me, and asked to be my buddy, i am confused. some asked only after i changed my pic to the skinnier me. for the record, i accepted some of you i don't know to be a support to you. if you don't want to be here, and do your best, then i don't want you to be my buddy. 5 of my buddies quit the first month, this isn't a poker game, this is my life. if you don't want this as much as i do, then please leave me alone. i am falling behind on my personal goal to lose no less than 12 pounds a month, but i will perservere and know that without boot camp, i would never have changed my entire way of life, way of eating, way of thinking, way of viewing food.
i don't see food as a reward anymore, or a comfort, i see it as fuel. i only put gas in my car when it needs it, i don't pull in the station with a full tank, and top it off. same with my new outlook on what i put in my body. i will never go back to that fat person, because i have learned new tools to change who i am on the inside. the outside changes are just the bonus. thank you boot camp, for changing the lives of others, who would surely die, or stay fat and miserable forever and ever, because they don't understand addiction, they don't understand the excuses get old, and don't understand, that they look ridiculous when they blame eveything but themselves for failing. boot camp, you saved my life. you hold me accountable, and i am beautiful on the inside, because i love myself now, more than food.
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