Jornal de TaniaBarnet, 13 abr 20

So swollen! And still constipated despite managing to go a bit thanks to daily Dulcolax. I think the antibiotic and pain meds are causing me constipation. Started fasting again. It is only for a week now. I miss seeing the scales going down. Makes me feel lazy and unaccomplished when I gain weight. I was expecting the coronavirus to be this life changing event but it is just another annoying thing added to the huge list of annoying things in my life. Nothing has changed. If anything, things are worse because kid is at home and there is no outside help. I start each day with these big plans and the moment I stand on my achy knees, my swollen belly dragging my spine down (I walk bent down) I realise how impossible any task is. I should really wash my hair... but can't get into bathtub which means I have to stand up by side of bath, bend my upper body forward and try a quick shampoo and rinse before my belly starts aching from contact with the bath lip and my knees are bruised from contact with the bath side in an attempt to keep me from falling over. Meanwhile the world keeps spinning and I am questioning what is my purpose. Why am I such a mess... The only way someone could understand how my body feels is if they took some cement blocks and tied one behind each thigh and one on their lower belly. Then try to lie in bed... or bend over the bathtub... or sit and stand up and walk. But nobody understands another person's pain. Nobody cares.

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2344 kcal

Líp: 81,35g | Prot: 51,40g | Carbs : 338,15g.   Pequeno Almoço: Marks & Spencer Soft Farmhouse Bread, Oatly Oat Milk, Sun-Pat Crunchy Peanut Butter, Bonne Maman Strawberry Conserve, Silver Spoon Caster Sugar. Almoço: Vitalite Dairy Free Butter, Marks & Spencer Soft Farmhouse Bread, Ghee, Macaroni (Cooked). Jantar: Coca-Cola Coca-Cola (Can), Walkers Oven Baked Crisps, Tesco Bourbon Cream Biscuits, Potato Salad, Sugar, Strawberries. mais...