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Good morning everyone! Thank you for all of your positive comments and support on my previous journal, I do sincerely appreciate it!
Today is party day, should be tons of fun, and with that comes tons of fear. As much peace as I've made with myself, as okay as I am with that occasional slice of pizza or cake or whatever, I think that every dieter can relate to the small panic that creeps up on you in situations you cannot entirely control. I usually wake up, log all of my intake for the day, have a solid game plan and all that's left to do is stick with it. However, today I will not be granted that opportunity as I'm not entirely sure what will be available food wise. I'm going to be making pasta salad and deviled eggs. MAYBE pumpkin rolls. My uncle is up north because he has had some bad health diagnoses and he wants to be close to his family. I want to make this special for him, and like my grandmother I do that with food. What says love more than a labor intensive, from scratch, pumpkin roll. lol I'm a 'feeder', not much I can do about that.
I want to buy a new shirt I've been eyeballing at Wal-Mart (luxurious right? lol) I just don't know if I can spare the cash. My entire family will be over, I'd like to be able to flaunt my loss. As of now I'm still wearing my insanely baggy 3X shirts. It's not a good look anymore. Especially since I know a regular XL would fit just fine. Maybe Maybe. I'll at least try it on and see if it's worth not eating this week to have lol.
Well I better get on it so to speak. I have lots and lots to do today. Definitely not going to have time to make it to the gym :-( That's a big part of my panic. I shall survive. Hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday!!
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