Jornal de neonquilt, 23 mai 14

I think I'm skipping PT Tomorrow I just can't stand working with those idiots my recruiter says to pass on my knowledge of leadership but I don't care about passing on leadership what I can tell them took me months to figure out. And my Uncle is hosting a cookout on Memorial day and has invited me and my mother but I can't go I want to be able to ship out whenever and going to a cookout with obnoxious family members and fatty food I just have a low beyond lows. I hate seeing my family and I hate going to PT and dealing with idiots. I like better when I'm solitary and I haven't felt this way since High School. I just don't see an end to this never ending cycle until ship to Paris Island And that can't come any sooner. I just need something to lift my spirits but I doubt it will come.