Jornal de Densible, 17 jul 09

Still around but barely-weight is all over the place. I notice when I am particularly stressed and I am now-my weight flucts up even though my eating and exercise remains same. Corticol-Adrenal hormones are spiking and so is my weight. I got up at 5.30 this morning (for me it's an emergency if i get up that early OR insomnia). Worked for 2 hrs and then went running with the beast. On Tuesday he overheated and collapsed on me so I have to be very careful. Even as a puppy he could not handle heat too well. It was nice doing it early but now I am completely zonked.

My eyes are playing me up too-anyone heard or have "optical migraines"? Thought I was about to blow a blood clot in my brain on Wednesday-field of vision had a huge blurry spot in it-hard to work like that. It would not go away and I panicked. Called my nursing student (better than a doctor) friend and she told me to go hang my head over the edge of the bed for half an hour. It worked quite well for a while. Yesterday it hit me when i was driving-crazy and scarey! I have to go to a doctor-I know I know!

Okie dokie-will try to log my food-I log it every day for over a year and lately so bust cannot get to it. Plus huge DNS problems-thought we had a virus but now I think it's our provider-grrr.

gotta run again

hope everyone is well