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Go figure- when I stick to what my trainer has asked of me, the weight is dropping off.
This has been such a stressful week-- I started a job after 4 yrs of being a stay at home mom, our checking acct was garnished and they went after my husband's pay at his work, his disability claim was denied, and I have no paycheck coming in until the 26th--and that could be garnished, so yeah... God will have to show up in a mighty way! We are completely at His mercy and have to surrender this, otherwise I will go insane and eat a whole pallet of Nutella-- and you know, I am frankly tired of abusing food to make myself feel temporarily better. I keep reminding myself that the local taco shop and Nutella are like crack to me and if there was a hidden camera, what would ppl see in me? A hungry person trying to get something for lunch or one with shame hidden in her eyes?
Right now, I am so thankful for my God, my husband, my kiddos, family, friends and my gym. I can't believe I am thankful for my gym, lol.
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