I find myself to be tired while doing simple tasks. I feel unhealthy and very concerned about a family history of cancer, diabetes and high blood pressure. On tomorrow, New Years Day, I plan to begin loving myself and proving it. My goal this year is to lose 50lbs, but Lord knows I would be grateful for more. My weaknesses are eating late and not being focused enough to even walk at least a mile a day. I must be the change I seek....beginning 2012.

I would have never shown a full body picture of myself on my profile, instead I would have put a little make up on and made myself look pretty, with just a face shot. But who am I fooling....no need to continue fooling myself. That picture on my profile...is me...ALL OF ME. Must change....WILL CHANGE!!!!! I am tired of feeling ashamed of my physical self. I gotta to do this. Support always needed.