It seems like Groundhog day..here I am again, trying to once again change my body, mind and soul to allow the "real" me to be free and look and feel the way I deserve to be.It has been a few years since I have taken this journey and now that I have gained most of my weight loss back, plus some (ok... alot),I find myself trying to figure out how I let it get this far again.I am a very proud mother of 2 children, 9 and 14.I have spent all my free time when not working doting on them, spending precious time making wonderful memories. They are now at the age that I can start spending a little time everyday on ME.Something I have not allowed myself to do in years.I am usually my worst enemy when it comes to making me time.I have finally reached this point once again that I have to do for me, in order to continue to do for everyone around me.This will once again be a very long journey, but I am ready to take it on, day by day.Really, my goal is not a weight, but just a size and the way I feel.I will only challenge myself today and not worry about tomorrow, or next week. That is the only way I can take this journey or I always somehow sabatoge myself. So, for today, I will excercise, even for only 30 minutes and I will eat healthier. Tomorrow is no concern..just today.There is a skinnier me in here and she wants out.I long to welcome her :)