OK,,,Lets see...My BIO...should scare most of you. I am in the middle of a divorce from a man of 20 years who woke up one morning and said he couldnt be married to a woman who weighed as much as I did.He has never paid a dime in child support.and currently lives with his 20 yr old 120 lb girlfriend. I have 2 kids 17 and 4. My 17 year old lives with my parrents because my father has leukemia and they have a farm and they need his help. I have dammage from the hurricane still to my house. I just keep tarping and moping until something pans out. In the last few months I have changed jobs and had to buy another vehicle because my transmission went out. I feel like I have lived in a Dr Seuss book for 18 months now. I just keep plugging along wondering where my place is in life doing the best I can. I am here to try to find the real me and to do something positive for me. I seem to put life on hold until Im smaller and life just ticks by.Im lost,Im lonley,but I have hope....and this is where it begins.....wish me luck......