Wow this weight loss journey sure has been a roller-coaster for me in three major ways. A roller-coaster physically, emotionally and spiritually. Physically dealing with hunger and changes in my body, reassuring myself that there will be more food to eat, just not now. Strengthening my body through cardio and exercise, dealing with the pain and discomfort that comes with body recomposition. Emotionally dealing with the ups and downs of the scale, the frustration when it goes up and the elation when it goes down. Those polar swings on a daily and weekly basis have made me weep on many occasions throughout the journey. Spiritually coming to terms with the realization that a big component of the harm I was causing myself stemmed from the walling off I had created between myself and the source of life itself. Living a life of self-will, in ignorance and rejection of a power greater than myself had manifested many negative health outcomes in my life. Learning how to embrace a spiritual life, how to love God, how to surrender to God, how to devote myself to God has allowed me to learn how to love myself and truly see those around me. Finding this healing space amongst all the fatsecret users here has helped to change my life for the better. Learning the value of vulnerability in sharing my suffering and struggles with other has been transformative. I would not have been able to do that with out seeing you all doing the same thing. The support that is given freely on this forum is a gift. I am so grateful for this community. Thank you FSF for being there for me and showing me the way to be there for others.
On a sub-topic for my post it keeps feeling more vulnerable and scary to share my weight and my struggles the closer I get to my goal weight. I find this to be very strange as I found it nothing at all to share those things when I first started. The closer I get to my goal weight the more exposed I feel when sharing on here. The good thing is that I'm leaning into that discomfort instead of running from it. I belive that leaning into it will help me achieve my goal. The strange thing is that I don't know where this feeling of exposure comes from as I get close to my major achievement. I think there is a gold nugget inside of this nut once I crack it. Any thoughts from y'all are welcome on this topic 😃
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85,8 kg
Perdidos até agora: 17,6 kg .
Ainda faltam: 0 kg .
Dieta cumprida: Razoavelmente Bem.
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1514 kcal
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Líp: 80,35g | Prot: 66,84g | Carbs : 141,96g.
Pequeno Almoço: Butter , Dave's Killer Bread Thin-Sliced Good Seed Organic Bread, So Delicious Coconut Milk Unsweetened, Optimum Nutrition Gold Standard 100% Whey - Chocolate, Badia Chia Seeds, Kirkland Signature Greek Yogurt, Bananas, Strawberries, Nasoya Organic Extra Firm Tofu. Almoço: Kirkland Signature Basil Pesto, Sesame Oil , Extra Virgin Olive Oil, Trader Joe's Brown Cage Free Eggs (Large), Tattooed Chef Organic Greens 5. Snacks/Outros: Nature's Bakery Raspberry Fig Bar (Package). mais...
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2451 kcal
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Exercício:
Skating - 16/kph - 1 hora, Descansar - 15 horas, Dormir - 8 horas. mais...
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A Perder 7,0 kg por Semana
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05 jun 21 por membro: MeltMyGut
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you have this journey congratulations
05 jun 21 por membro: ridemariel
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You are nailing it right on the nose!! So glad you shared your feelings, I can so relate! So happy for all your success!! Can’t wait to see you cross that finish line!! We will be there clapping our heads off , jumping for joy! Your FS Family!!👍
05 jun 21 por membro: bgr12
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I think it may be possible for roller coasters to be exhilarating and satisfying.
Enjoy the ride. 🙏
05 jun 21 por membro: jollyfox
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Is it a scary feeling of exposure to post your progress on FS, or is it more a fear of jinxing your weight loss? I'm more scared of posting my monster photos of Before & After than baring my soul by writing all my frustrations and self-loathing. Perhaps it's because I can make it humorous to others, but photos speak for themselves. Maybe once you get to X weight and then begin your lifting program, your feelings will change again. In the meantime, keep journaling here, and WOW that is a great scale drop! 💛,🍌🍌
05 jun 21 por membro: JustBananas
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05 jun 21 por membro: LISfifty
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05 jun 21 por membro: toeat4fuel
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Are you perhaps feeling vulnerable coz maybe there’s a fear of backsliding since you’re so close to your goal or since this has been such a consuming journey, maybe you’re afraid of what could be the next big focus in your life? May the God of Peace and Comfort bless you through this phase. Amen!
05 jun 21 por membro: wmw999
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Amen Amen,SUBMIT YOUR LIFE TOTALLY TO GOD & HE WILL MAKE YOUR WAY STRAIGHT. IT IS A BLESSING TO HAVE A BODY WHETHER YOU ARE TALL OR SHORT, LARGE FRAME OR SMALL FRAME; IF GOD GAVE YOU HEALTH TO DIET & EXERCISE, TAKE THE BLESSING & RUN WITH IT
05 jun 21 por membro: fernie61
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Song by James McMurtry / Every Little Bit Counts.....;
I'm no longer choking on, the hair of the dog
It's been a couple of weeks now since I came out of the fog
The highs are slightly higher, the lows are just as low
A mild improvement on the average even so
17 jun 21 por membro: 66Pack
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