New Self-Challenge: JUST SAY NO. I have been very self-indulgent, laissez-faire, free-from-diet-let-me-eat-everything-in-sight-and-then-go-get-some-more!!!!! I feel disgusted about this reckless abandon, and lack of control. As of tonight, I am on a new resolution. JUST. SAY. NO. TO. MYSELF. !!!!
Yeah, I'm my worst enemy!! I'm offering myself all temptations and indulgences and not even making a bit of protest or offering hesitation...I need to challenge myself to a new level of supreme resistance and self-control!!!!! Starting right now. Tomorrow is fast all day. At night, when I break the fast, I will have to be very careful not to eat bad stuff. It will have to be a healthy, low-carb, high energy meal as I have a long night ahead...
I hate this feeling of being out of control and reckless. I want that old feeling of being on top and disciplined back!!!!!! I can do this!!! I am strong!!!!
P.S: Per Marybeth's idea, here's a set of old and new pictures--about a year apart...same place on my balcony. [i]
Do you see a difference??[/i]
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