Well what can I say the weight has crept up on me but then again it has also happened due to major surgeries over the last couple of years! Full blown surgical menopause sucks and especially when you had just turned 38!! I am determined to lose the weight and get into a lovely bridesmaid dress in June.

I am really unhappy with how I look and just want to be able to find clothes that fit me well without hating the idea of shopping, especially as I know I wont find anything the way I am now. I want to feel good about myself once again